insanity

call me irresponsible

who in a sane state of mind

would fall in love?

love usually

leads to 

disappointment

heart breaking

pain 

tears

i'm not being 

insensitive

nor hard

are you still with your

first love?

I guess not

who many times

have you falled in love?

I did 

many times

in

and out

who

in a good state of mind

would want that?

do you like to suffer?

no.

why do you fall in love 

over

and over again?

passion

what's that all about?

heart pouding

sweaty hands

dry mouth

jello legs

blood rush

a feeling that takes over your 

entire body

you lose your senses

you have freaking 

butterflies in your stomach

and you know what?

butterflies only live for 24 hours

but intensively

call me insane.